What kind of a person am I, if I can't do anything right. All I do is make you mad, sad, or disappointed. When you're happy, I'm jealous. It makes me upset. Why must I be like this? Why am I jealous of your happiness with other people? Is it because I can't do anything right? Because I'm a total let down? Because….I hurt you?
It's not okay. I know this. I crossed the line and I can't turn back. I wanted to go back but...it was too late. You were already mad to an extreme. I don't doubt it if I'm blocked by morning, and I don't hear from you again.
I deserve what's coming my way. I'm nothing but a monster…..stealing the hearts of lost souls. It's not fair to them, it's not fair to me. Why must I be this way? Maybe I should just….leave….